累

Reminiscence

Have been browsing my archives recently.... i miss everything.

Friday night with the bffs

 

Just feel like posting some pictures...

Something I could relate to

Hey there, stranger.

It's been quite some time, which i'm sure you're aware of. I'd like to say that it was your decision alone to keep this distance, but i think we both know it was for the best. I'd like to say that i'm glad you are well, but as we both know i have absolutely no idea how you are. It's amazing to think that once we were inseparable, the best of friends.

You knew me inside and out, and i, you. We were there for each other in the best of times and through the most difficult of times. We definitely managed to put each other through hell on occasion, but when support was needed the most, support was given. Until, of course, that final day. I sometimes find myself wondering why we couldn't stay in touch. 

I mean, we've been through so much. You are a part of my life and there is nothing i can do to ever change that. You can't be forgotten because forgetting you would be like forgetting myself - impossible. But then again, maybe you are right. Maybe we are better off as far apart as possible. We know we aren't right for each other. We know it would never work, and we know that the friendship we had created a bond that would make slipping back into romance too easy. It would make repeating the same mistakes too likely, repeating the same heartbreak certain. 

So all that i can do is wish you the best. Wish you a great, bright, loving future. Wish you to find the lover of your dreams and to create a lifetime of your fantasies. I wish for you to find a friend as great as me, but a much better partner. I wish you all the best and although you will never read this, although we will never speak to each other again, and although you are out of my life forever, i wish you nothing short of happiness.

May the memories stay throughout, goodbye.

"If they respect you, respect them. If they disrespect you, still respect them. Do not allow the actions of others to decrease your good manners, because you represent yourself, not others."

It's been more than a year and i don't know what brought me here lol.

Apparently i'm not over it. There are so many things i wanna do after my internship. Just so i can move on and not stuck in between here. Time is what i need now.